My favorite kick-ass Lotion!

This is the *BEST* lotion I have ever used! I highly reccomend it! I use it on my face daily and it has the lightest cucumber smell and not at all oily!
Its called Villa Floriani Ultra Hydrating Cucumber Body Cream.
The only place I know of to get it is Red Door. Or maybe online. But I love it!

xoxo

Frozen Oranges!

I have been doing this forever. Not many people are aware of this clever way of eating Oranges! I have heard about people eating frozen banana's, grapes, mango, blueberries, strawberries.
But seriously? Oranges?
YES!
I peel the orange, tear it apart into its layers, put it in a bowl and freeze! Throughout the day, I take a slice ant eat! So good! And I am getting so much vitamin C! Lately I have been doing this with only Florida oranges (because that's all J will eat) but, California or navel work so much easier (to peel at least!
Try this!
xoxo

Too much going on?

Finaly I get how to get free backgrounds on your blog! I totally get that this has too much going on... but I just could not help at how cute it is.
I'll change it soon! I totally just forogt to blog yesterday. I was too busy reading other people's.
I havealso been getting rid of shoes. Old clothes. J has been doing so much laundry, and I can not keep up with the folding. I am so glad it is friday. Even though it does not feel like it. I have been doing cute new look's with my make-up. Excuse the hair... nest. ha ha!
xoxo

goodbye grover

Month's ago we noticed our neighbor was neglecting his dog, he would be outside in very cold weather. Or he would be out in HOT as hell weather. He roams the streets, and we never see a bowl of water... well, J was outside doing lawn matienence, and the neighbor came out to tell him that he is not neglecting the dog, it is not his.
He said that his neighbor's (I guess on the other side) moved awhile back and asked him to watch it. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?
This dog sit's outside in our lawn, and cry's nonstop... J feed's him dog food daily, and also our leftover's (Nemo has not, and will never get people food).
So, tonight... I'm on may way to the store to get some oranges and the dog is right on my porch crying as usual so J comes to the door and I tell him maybe we should just stick him in our backyard and build him a little doghouse (total fun idea, with the DH) and J agree's as long as we give him a flea bath as soon as I get home. I get home, we both put on crappy clothes, and gloves, and scrubbed him.
It was very sad, this dog has not been cared for in a long time. His teeth look so rotten. He is the sweetest thing too. With losing my job I can not afford to take this dog to my vet and get him all fixed up or I totally would! After his bath we dryed him off (it's chilly in south fla), he layed in the back yard and was miserable trying to get out, crying and barking. J finaly let him out of the gate... and off went the dog we had for 2 hour's that we names Grover. :(

UPDATE:
Nemo was covered in flea's right after all this. If anyone know's me and J we do have HUGE heart's but we also treasure our little Nemo's health! We think the dog cry's nonstop do to him maybe having heartworm... and he is suffering, so J is going to call some places tomorrow.
xoxo

Need to tell?

I should make this name better. But. Well. I am home. Sitting on my tushy! Be jealous. I miss work, but no compromise.
I will speak up, I am just not ready.
xoxo

The one where I am hurt.

I cried a 1000 tears today.
I should suck it up(right?!?)
I can't. I started this job December 1st. I was told I would be part-time for 30 day's. Starting full-time Jan. 1st. In December we were in the process of getting a new account and although I was part-time... I put in 40-80 hour's with no regrets (just knowing the company would grow and it would pay off, I even went in on S+S and got work done)!
Tonight... I found out I got screwed. I have been waiting to get paid for (my full-time hour's, starting 01-01-09) for 7 weeks.
I am still on board, but basically I am told I am part-time. Will continue to get paid PART-time. All the hour's, all the patience, the drive to get this company success full... and I get no explanation except through J (more on that later)... oh... you were hired on a need to work (part-time basis)
THANKS!
Really?
J is like well... there is good news's: you have week's off.
Bad news: you will be home from now on, and no full-time pay.

I guess I will look for something full-time, and because of how I was treated they c an now work around my schedule.
I am just very sad.
I loved this job!

xoxo

2009 Oscar's.

My 2 favorite's of the night. GORGEOUS!

Breakfast @ the S~hole!

This morning, as almost every Sunday morning we go to breakfast with my J's mom and step-dad. This is a place we have been going to for 9 year's (J grew up going there when he was little). It's in Lauderdale-by-the-sea.
It is called Country ham and egg's. And we have never had a bad meal! It's only open from 6am-2pm. But, the menu is huge, and delish!
I had Veggie Benedict. (English muffin topped with a tomato, spinach and a poached egg w/ halandaise sauce)
J had his normal #2 (ham, eggs, home fries)
His mama had an egg white omelette's with feta cheese and Lot's of tomato slices on the side.
And, her hubby had a country salty ham with eggs and home fries.
I should start taking pictures. Maybe I will. We usually go with a whole bunch of people, but today just us 4. It was a nice change! There was a marathon going on Ft. Lauderdale beach A1A... so it took a long time to get there, and home. But it was nice to spend time with them!
They also made chicken soup and spare rib's and gave us a lot! I planned on making homemade meatball's tonight for spaghetti (guess I will put that off, or freeze it)
Their cooking is WAY amazing! Esspecially their Red Sauce for pasta!

Valentines Ruined!

I planned for years to go to Anthony's Runway 84(AMAZING ITALIAN FOOD,we have heard) with J for something special. It was planned. I made reservations for the night after Valentines day. (Valentines had no reservations and an estimated 4 hour wait)
I get ready at 4PM for resvervations at 5PM, got my hair in a towel... walk out side and hear my father, (he was staying with us for a few weeks~ more on that later)say oh can you drop me off at my new place which is 20 minutes WAY OUT of the way. I hear J say... uh... well we have reservations at 6PM, my dad gets an attitude. I mean way out of line... saying we should be happy for him to be getting his new place we should want to be there... and so on.

I am I have been there for him forever. He had not been there for me in year's.
He actualy said to me, I will leave now and catch a bus, and have someone else come get my stuff and never talk to you again!
Many word's were exchanged,
Many tear's on my part.
My face was so bright red, and my emotions so a mess I could not go out. So he took the car. Did his thing. Called hours later and apoligized.
I had him move out 3 day's later. No grudges held. But, I was to hurt to see him daily.
And, I missed out on Valentines day, to which J said in March we will have a Valentines.
So I look forward to that!
xoxo
P.S I got J, cheeses to try from around the world and a book on all kind's of cheese. He got me a red rose, and a teddy bear which Nemo has taken over.
xoxo

Up in the DC

Okay this is where I get serious. This is my personal blog, and I do not expect anyone to read as I am so a slow writer. and not very interesting.
Yet, I am as of today going to post all the time (even the smallest lamest posts)!
So get used to it!

I am awake at 1:19AM the night before the inauguration... I saw a HUGE semi- truck the other day on the turn-pike that said "YES, I QUIT MY JOB, BECAUSE OBAMA IS GOING TO PAY MY RENT AND FILL UP MY GASS TANK, GO OBAMA 2009".
I'm so pissed at shit like that. Anyone ever see when Howard Stern sends people out to interview during the elections and they go something like this: "Hey Whatchoo think about Omama's Vice President Sarah Palin"?
People responded with, OMG SHE IS AWESOME!
HUH?
And like a lot of you I am going to express the same fear. People voted for Obama because they think he is going to change our country overnight. IMPOSSIBLE!
Obama had a speach today and it went something like this... "Before America get's better she will get much worse". Whoooa... what happened to our elected Obama, that said he would pay our bills?
Guess ya should have just trusted McCain.

Happy New Year's!

What a horible blogger I have been!
I promise to get much better!
It's 2009! Whoo hoo! I have a new job, as a um...
Hmm... it's hard to explain. I am kind of a pharmacy tech. It's interesting, but I shall tell you all more about that later. J and I stayed home one NYE, and I fell asleep at like 10pm... shame on me. I am getting old!
I am glad 2008 is over, so many obstacles happened, I am ready for a brand new year!
XOXO

dearest Nemo Edward

In July 2007 after a long time together, my boyfriend and I decided it was time to expand our family. We wanted a dog. I can remember the time like it was yesterday, I found this cute chihuahua on Craigslist, and I was smitten.
I e-mailed it it to J, and he was in love. He said get him. I emailed back and forth with the girl for 2 week's. I guess she lived in a condo and couldn't have a dog, but she fell in love with him and it was heart breaking to get rid of him.
It seemed like forever.
I begged her for this dog.
She came up with excuses.
I started to look for other's.
We went to the animal shelter, and my bf fell in love with an older dog, we tried to adopt, however an older couple got him first.
After that I found a black chihuahua that I wanted, but when I met him, it wasn't the perfect dog for us... so I moved on and kept hoping this girl would finally give in.
FINALLY!
She did. She came to our home, to drop "Nano" off... she wanted to see our yard. Nano came in and played, she gave us a crate. She cried, non stop. My boy fiend actually handled her well. He consoled her. Nano did not look at all like his picture. But he was so cute.
A huge, skinny chihuahua.
We were smitten.
From that day on... we changed his name to Nemo Edward.
Nemo after the fish that she dropped off with him.
and Edward kinda went with it.
He is now We now have had this little creature for 17 month's.
When I go to bed at night, i usually have him on my chest or snuggled up on me. I seriously can not imagine my life with out him. I love him more then anything. When I am having a bad day, he licks my face, and has no idea what I am upset about. Yet he loves me more then anything.
Thank you J. for giving me Nemo, an unconditional love!
xoxo

The Notebook.

After 4 long year's of wanting to see the note book. Sunday night sitting at home, it was on T.V. So OF COURSE I took advantage of this. At first, I was like oh no, it is 3 hour's long. Ican't sit though that.
With in 10 minutes I was engaged and ready for the rest. This movie reminded me so much of Titanic. Which I saw 10 year's ago with my brother at the Sunrise theater.

After 92 min's of this movie, I got so emotionally involved, I was so into this story I was already balling my eyes out, as my boyfriend was snoring next to me on our bed.
Come on, If your'e a bird I'm a bird.

This movie tought me a lot. Lately I have been so distant. In a deep depression. And, this story gave me hope. I met my boyfriend when I was 20. 9 long year's ago, we have broken up and we have got back together a million times. I love him more then word's can ever describe.
I know he loves me the same way.
xoxo
beautiful dawn

Brilliant. It will make a difference.

Start off...

So since I have so much to blog about, why wait til' tomorrow I am going to start now. Let's see, In the past 4 months a lot has happened. My daddy got out of the FBOP! My wonderful man, that stands by me no matter how much I fuck up has changed careers. I just recently 2 days ago lost my job, that I was completly dedicated to. I can go on and on... many things have happened. Nothing exciting! More later!

AYO

I'm back my bitches! I took some time off. I had lost my fan club. But, I shall return and never leave again. So, get ready for my new adventures... I must leave you with this... (actualy it's more for me) I just love it! xoxo